Relentless Discovery....

To ignite oneself is not the most easy thing to be done,
especially when one lay deep within the cinder ash of the once burning flames.
Yes, I am still trying to find myself among the sooty cinder ash,
Digging and sifting through with an eternal hope to discover that part of me to re-ignite.
Trying to find that combustible piece to flint a spark towards that once lost passion.

Indeed, current circumstances and thoughts are calmer,
where ripples losing momentum to a standstill,
enabling reflections which mimics itself upward.
I am sad to admit of my progress or more aptly my stagnation.
I have yet to be independently driven on a personal level.
I have yet to discover passions which will propel me,
I remain easily unamused to most circumstances and situations.
Yet, I am determined to be relentless in this pursuit for passion.

Indeed, I need to....
Otherwise I will remain in the monotonous state of mediocrety and emptiness...
which will ultimately consume me.

For now, I can only pray that I discover passion,
Either that, or pray for passion to find me....
:)